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Day 3 [Mar. 29th, 2013|09:33 am]
Just Getting Started
[Current Mood |blahblah]

THis morning i woke and i said i dont want to do this i am a fucking pussy lol. It has only been 2 full days and i am already in negativity mode. buuuuuut i asked myself if when i look in the mirror can i honestly say i love myself just how I am or will i just say it to make myself comfortable. didnt even answer the question just put my stupid runnning clothes and sneakers on got the dog ready and grumbled out the door. i'm in for a world of hurt but i refuse to give up.....as im typing this my son is watching an episode of sesame street and bruno mars is singing a song about not giving up hahahaha how ironic. guess its a sign. I want to make myself a better person physically and mentally and i want to set a good example for max so i will continue this arduous journey ( at least its arduous for me haha)

-Your super dramatic typist